Unfortunately… and thanks God.
Unfortunately for me helping you out and being limited by reason, language and pre-conceptions. And thanks God because it allows us to grow beyond reason, and really feel our human nature and divine origins.
So yes, there is a lot of information on this site that doesn’t make sense. And yes in my healing there are a lot of things that didn’t make sense.
Like… When I realized I was healed, 6-months had passed. Why? first because it’s not an event, it’s a process. It’s in movement , so it’s hard to say how it is at a specific given time. Because it might fluctuate from sky nine to cloud nine ( I love making up words*) at a rate that is not reasonable.
Second because healing is divine and truly magical, in the realm of miracles. And although it’s really something we are all equipped with, our culture has given up on all magical experimentations of a certain sort. I am referring to the 1960’s and early 1970’s experimentations of ‘we are God’. It may not have worked out but not to the point of dismissing the whole discoveries of that era. The power to create our own reality, and so healing.
Now talking about magic, there is something I’d like to insist upon, in this world of pharmaceutical goodies, there is something that disappeared and was very powerful…alchemy. The art of mixing intentions with substances to reach a given purpose.
Well our purpose is to detox heavy metal poisoning, our intention is to let go and open ourselves up to the world of freedom, freedom of heaviness we no longer need… Grief, sorrow, jealousy, ingratitude, absence of compassion…to open ourselves to understanding, listening, silence, love, realization on a wider level,
I didn’t say love things more, I said love more things.
I heard once read in a book that all magic is black magic. There are no such thing as white magic. Well at the time I didn’t get what the person said, I was thinking the evil is in the eye of the beholder. But now I do what they meant. Our nature is dark and light. We cannot live without darkness, as there is no room for light. Health comes from a balance of black and white until we transmute ourselves into a new form and we’ll all reach that point.
There are things in this life we embraced, and there are things that are left to be embraced. Until we catch up with our time, we cannot survive. There were a lot of changes lately… computers, biology, physics, you name it. If we want to catch up and survive we need to accept of a lot of things we didn’t grow up believing in.
Like the power of intention mixed with chemicals.
You know there are some people they would love to demonstrate things are not working, and that’s exactly what they create… Deception.
Now a lot of us are not sick. We are just controlling.
Oh yes there is a wonderful force in control that will manifest at all cost rather than loose control.
Well the problem is that some of us know when we are controlling, but our black magic power of control has turned against ourselves. And that magic spills out of our realm of awareness and there are areas we are controlling we don’t control totally, it spills and create disease over time.
Like heavy metal poisoning, our body knows out to let go of those substances, simply, naturally . Except we are so powerful we have the power to override what’s best for us, executing control on some levels, we block our natural ability to eliminate dangerous substances.
How do you stop controlling?
Be comfortable in the uncomfortable.
That doesn’t mean you are going to be comfortable…That means you are going to allow yourself to be uncomfortable.
That’s what a lot of the new age thinker get wrong. They associate the care of the self with comfort, and comfort with controlling the environment. “I am cold, close the window”. Are you afraid of feeling? those feelings they can be so uncontrollable. I only want to feel good….
Well it’s time to grow. A lot of people are around heavy metals on a daily basis, plumber, painter, environment.
AND WILL NEVER GET SICK.
Now it’s Joe the plumber we are talking about…He is not into new age stuff, he doesn’t do positive thinking, he smokes like a firefighter, weld, paint, without masks or gloves. Get paint all over his skin, fumes in his lungs. And … no sickness.
Now there is Chlorellaman ( before he was called like that), he changed a fried board in a data center and is out of the game of LIFE for 3 years.
So how does the Joe the painter/plumber/handyman outsmart the intellectual/new age/know better care of the self?
Exactly like that. No intellect (simple), knows he doesn’t know better – or rather: doesn’t know he knows better ( humble), doesn’t pay attention to self (live in the moment).
I don’t care what I hear, you cannot care to yourself and live in the moment.
Living in the moment is giving your unconditional attention to what is… And the self doesn’t exist.
Now what is this care of the self all about then? Chlorellaman, you are saying I have been taking care of myself with these movements for so long….and you are telling me it doesn’t exist? are you out of your mind?
Exactly. I am free. I am living in the moment, I am free of things that don’t matter… heavy metal poisoning, self…
There is a great power in absurdity.
The power of absurdity is that it makes sense on some levels that are not of this world.
So when I tell you, I hear you, you are sick, fatigued, can’t leave my home…go out of your home and never come back.
(That’s what Chlorellaman first told me the very day he talked to me for the first time.)
“Oh I can’t do that….”
Well you are not sick enough then, This site is not for you, click to close your browser.
I did that.
I didn’t have anything to loose. Not my respect, not my love, not my belongings, not my money, all this was all time gone.
I had nothing in mind but one thing: Get better. I was dedicated to be better. My will had been savagely lowered by external factors… Insurance company denying claims and taking pictures when I got out of the house once every 2 moons.
I needed financial support, I got paparazzi.
Positive thinking is shit. It doesn’t work… because we put our “filters” of what is positive.
If someone is about to hit your car with a hammer…the positive thinking is to get out and punch them on the nose before they do it. You can’t stop them by positive thinking and love…ok there are stories of people who stop people with love…But the positive thinking was just that “ send them love”. Sometimes positive thinking is “ break their nose”.
There is nothing for you to judge here, listen to what I am saying…It might be of your learning to re-own that part of you. The part that let people step on your feet. There is nothing spiritual is getting people step on your feet. There is just learning ahead that just can’t wait to be learnt. You will feel it in your heart, my heart is pounding, I feel alive, I feel aware, I am doing the right thing punching that guy in the nose.
So here goes the intellectuals…oh but he could have negotiated, he could have….
He/She is not where you are right now. She was maybe 5 minutes ago and she is most of the time ahead of you and it’s a matter of fact she is ahead of you breaking that guy’s nose… As she is not in her head but present! Teaching you a lesson in humanity. Something you forgot after chanting tones all day long or other mantras.
That being said, the hell with you people who can’t see help if it doesn’t match your expectations, if you want to heal, go see a doctor …see if it’s working for you. If not, read the program, it’s free. If you want more, buy the book before I double the price.
Bloody intellectuals, bloody doctors…you don’t understand in your little box of mind games for rich people. The power lies in the heart of the people. Healing lies in the heart of the people. In their intention, so help them re-own their healing power. Tell them you are not on a pedestal, tell them you don’t know a lot of things. Here lies true humanity and humility. There they might re-own their own inner practitioner and be free of their diseases.
You can’t explain why a 2-year old get sick and a thief live happily ever after can you?
You don’t have to believe in reincarnation, just accept what is. See the bigger picture. That kid is selfless and healing a bunch of people around him. That was his life purpose… what better way to do it than at 2-year of age. He knew he would have gotten older he would not have done it, too attached to life. The people around him were blessed, probably would never have gotten that meaning of life without his teachings. Two thumbs up little Goddess. That’s a 2-year old Christ right there.
What is my life purpose? I don’t have one unless I am ready to give my life away at any moment – Like soldiers.
Otherwise I have some moment purpose. That’s where I start and where I continue.
I am showing you the way, if you don’t get it… go back to your comfort zone.
Express all feelings, as long as they are present, explore feelings. Feelings are the most buried power of our culture. There is no inspiration, no creation, no manifestation without its key feelings. If you want to heal heavy metal poisoning, you have to align your intention with your action ( taking Heavy Metal Detox Supplements), with your mind ( believe in what you are doing and how you are doing it or don’t bother), with your sentiments ( what you feel in the present, about you, situations, roles). Don’t control it, express it. Control is a repression of feeling, an expression and acknowledgement of feeling is what will set you free of heavy metals aligned with dedicated actions in integrity with detox.
I am communicating to you what’s the alignment with healing…it’s alignment with the heart, healing comes from the fulfillment of the heart, so to align yourself with what makes you joyful, start expressing it, coz you know what makes you miserable, you are overwhelmed by it, it confuses you and heavy metals are just this extra weight of sorrow that is weighing on you, so much that heavy metals need to put some extra weights in you to keep you here. Heavy metals are keeping you alive… But if you don’t do anything about it they are going to kill you.
So don’t abuse this gift of heavy metals… Be graceful of their time they are giving you, and the learning they make more clear… that something need to be done with this weight you are carrying, this emotional luggage that weighs on your heart, something your heart really wants to do but you are not doing…It probably has been years…Now you have attracted heavy metals like a magnet, you have created retention of heavy metals, to balance where you are in your heart. It’s keeping you grounded more and more to the point you are at the survival level, the lowest level, so find fulfillment, fulfill yourself, lift yourself. Love the heavy metals, thank them for their teaching because without this plague of a disease you wouldn’t have stopped. You would have kept doing what you were doing, your 9 to 5 routine or such. Little by little killing your heart with arsenic a little bit every day, killing your dreams with mercury a little bit more every day, killing your harmony and lightness with weight a little bit every day…Now you went to far, you can’t move, you can’t think, you can’t feel…
Well it’s ok, you are not alone, I was there, and what I learnt changed me, and I lived, and I would not have understood all the things I learnt from there. Heavy metals gave me their teachings and they were gone, i flushed them down the toilet in one piss. I sweat them down in 1 activity doing something I liked.
It sounds like romance, detox doesn’t make sense and neither Joe the plummer.
* “I am very pissable” that's positive thinking when present and true for you.
"I am loving" that's negative thinking, if not present.
"I am working on being loving" is positive thinking. Those sentences, if coined to express where you are, bring you in the present, so you can move on. You won't move on if you don't call the moment.